The Feeling of Dating a Heterosexual Man

Truth be told, I have met a good deal of guys in my life, gay and straight, but I feel more attracted to straight people. Straight guys tend to have this uniqueness and tenderness of taking care of their soul mate, and I have this fascination in them.
   There are quite a number of guys who I feel were my husbands. The guys who I usually look at and feel I was kissing them. The guys I wished I were laying in beds with, discussing about how much we love ourselves. The guys I wanted to say "I love you, Bae" to.

Emmanuel Pelumi

Dear crush,

      I want to say sorry to you for not listing you amidst my most important. The truth is, I remembered, but I struggled to regress on your impact in my life. I thought of it now, and I am giving you a dearly shout-out.
    It's been more than a year I met you. Although, our friendship has been such a short-termed one. But, honestly, during this few times, you've been occupying!

    My fifth crush at school, even though you do not pay attention to that. I love to walk with you, because I know, of course, that you wouldn't love to talk things through. You've always preferred it a simple and serene walk. Any form of topic, you give short comments, those which seemed like "Hey, I never said I am interested." You are wonderful!

     Your girlfriend would kill me if she red the third paragraph, I'm sure. That little devil stick. LOL. One of my best friends! You both are sweet. Especially when you cover the brightness with some romantic, French kisses. I just do afternoon dreaming. LOL.
     Well, you are a reason in Seun's life, and you are important.

I Am Extrovert; Sanguine

There are basically four division of temperament, of which each has a sub-division. The four basic temperaments are:

1. Sanguine
2. Choleric
3. Melancholy, and
4. Phlegmatic

To be honest, I am based chiefly on my temperament. I have been studying my behaviour/attitude towards things. I am not saying I have no idea of what other temperament, apart from mine, are. I just really do have a pinch of knowledge in them.

I had read quite a lot of articles related to my personality before taking the decision of jumping over the fence. It took me quite a while before I could Spotify my identity, temperament wise.

I eventually know my temperament! Hey, I am Sanguine!
You would be wondering how I found out, yeah? No problem. I stated earlier that I had gone through a handful of articles pertaining to temperament. In those articles, the key points I gathered about Sanguines are:

1. They are lively. They don't like a silent-as-heaven kind of environment.
2. They call for attention.
3. They are boastful.
4. They are positive.
5. They give advices even when they need to be advised.
6. They are emotional.
7. They are talkative.
8. They live in the present life and forget they had once lived.
9. They optimistic and passionate.
10. They are sociable.
11. They barely could keep secrets (but I assure you that I am one of the best people at keep secrets).
12. They are creative.
13. They can emphasise.
14. They have benevolence.
15. They are fragile.
16. They are friendly. They believe everybody is their friend.
17. They like to hang out.
18. They are dramatic
19. They are playful.
20. They are sweet and wonderfully made!

These are honestly not all of the qualities of a Sanguine, I could go on.
Sanguine is a blessing from God that should be respected.
I love my temperament because I am it. Don't trespass.

Friends I Cannot Stay Alive Without

There will come a point in our lives when we will leave those who had been there for us when we were helpless. These are the ones that matter to me-- the ones whose impacts in my life have groomed me than I expected. My love for all of you is soft and regardless. I adore all of you.

Fear Overcoming

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Fear has never been helpful, and it would never be. The beginning of fear is the sharp edge of procrastination. Fear is a thing that causes one pain for hundred years, but put the person at rest just for a day, after overcoming it.

 I remember my modelling career. I remember how I almost detached modelling from one of my 'calling'. That time when procrastination took over me. The time when my body mattered to me. I was fearful to go for what belonged to me because, I was fearful-- I had fright.

I don't know what it is, really, about fear. But, honestly, it is quite mysterious and fantastic. The best ways to always overcome your fears are:

1. Do what your mind tells you to do.
2. Be free with yourself.
3. Do things by your will.
4. Do not take 'no' as something that exists.
5. Challenge yourself-- your mind.
6. Be real and fair.
7. Try to be carefree.
8. Do not give in to threats. Try not to let anybody dominate you; you are a dominant.
9. Feel comfortable and relaxed.
10. Be a fantastic extrovert.

Those are basically my tips of overcoming fear. Also have it in mind that FEAR is as constant as CHANGE. Fear is bound to spring up. We are humans, and it adds to our quality as such.

I hope this is somewhat helpful. Do not forget to express your love by viewing; reading, commenting, and, sharing. They all do me good. I leave you guys on this note. My best wishes to YOU and YOURS!